26 January 2011

Inspiration in limbo

I kind of despise this training-for-the-training phase of my...well, training. It is, as the title of this post suggests, a feeling of limbo. I feel like I've been going for months without getting anywhere; but I also haven't been all that disciplined about swimming, to be honest. Shame on me. Granted, this phase is bizarre and motivation-draining, but I really have no excuse. So today I decided to kick my swimsuit-clad heinie into gear. You'll have to wait for the unveiling of my master swim plan, but for now let me tell you about how I am getting over my own inertia.

I am very strongly externally motivated (hence my needneedneed for work-out buddies), so it comes as no surprise that my new-found training vigor did not just spring forth from my subconscious. I had two inspirations: First, one of my patients here at the chiropractor has been asking me how training is going. (You know who you are.  :) Hi there!) It really is helpful to have that little reminder--other people know that I'm doing this. I'm not alone in a vacuum. I'm just alone in a swimming pool. Ha! I kid, I kid. Thanks to those of you who have mentioned this blog and offered support and encouragement--it is so appreciated!

My second inspiration came very unexpectedly. I ran into one of my college professors at the gym last night. This guy was one of my advisers, one of my favorite profs, and actually one of--if not the--best educators at my school. Oh, and did I mention that he's an Ironman triathlete? Yeah, this guy's insane. I have a vague memory of a story where he completed an Ironman in Texas... in the summer. I have three things to say about that: Yuck, yuck, and yuck.

But back to my point: This professor and I chatted briefly about triathlons. Not only was I able to voice my phobias surrounding this event (fact: I have bad dreams about Things That Live in Deep Water), but I was also able to hear the voice of his experience, and it was so encouraging. In his first-ever triathlon, he came in second to last. And now he's competing in multiple triathlons this summer. Multiple, everyone. He mentioned four or five specifically, "plus a few others." Those are his words exactly. Who is this guy, seriously? Anyhow, it was helpful to see that even Triathlon Man himself had a humble start. Maybe I'll be okay after all.  

05 January 2011

Indecision

Here comes the "but."

You know how people sometimes say things that sound like stand-alone statements, but you can just tell there's a "...but..." clause that will be following quickly? Well, that's kind of what I'm going to do here. My last post ("I've found a triathlon!") sounded like a stand-alone statement, a done deal. This post, then, brings the "but," which is this: Maybe I didn't after all.

It's a pretty simple story. I did indeed find a triathlon, and it's quite perfect for me and I would love to sign up for the New Bri Tri. But, but, but... My triathlon buddies are out of town for several very legitimate reasons like weddings that weekend. And I really want to do this triathlon with my triathlon buddies.

Have I mentioned that I have triathlon buddies? I just read that research shows weight-loss journeys are far more likely to succeed when attempted with friends or family. I think the principle holds true for Very Big Things like completing triathlons. I need people to keep me accountable and motivated, especially for an event such as a triathlon that requires months of preparation. And especially right now, when snow is falling outside my window as often as not; when I wear long underwear at work and drink hot water all day long (not even tea, mind you, just plain hot water... I'm such a weirdo), and when my trip to the gym last night consisted of a long soak in the hot tub and absolutely nothing else--it is at times like this when I need that extra boost.

 So: the New Bri Tri is not for me. We're now looking at a July 9th triathlon which is out in Clearwater or something. I have no idea where Clearwater is. Two of my tri buddies are off adventuring in South America for a bit, so we'll nail down the details once they return. Until then, I'll try to conjure up what motivation I can to get back into the pool. I'm able to swim 2 whole laps together now, so... I'm getting there! My next goal is to learn the flip that competitive swimmers do at the end of the pool to turn around.